Sunday 12 June 2011

K and K Poemtry

Firstly the following Poems are copyrighted and permission is needed to copy any of them.

There has been only one lady in my life who has inspired me to write Poetry. There have been some wonderful ladies and there still are but I guess this Lovely Lady does things to me that no other has.

I have removed her name to help avoid any embarrasment which these might cause her.

The first one I wrote in 1981, the rest I wrote in 2010.
Unfortunately the relationship did not work out and the Poems dried up when the relationship did..........................

K-----

Oh K---- where did it go wrong
Oh K---- how I miss you
My childhood sweetheart
From so long ago
Whom I never kissed but still had in my heart

Oh K---- why couldnt it be
Why couldnt we see
You knew and so did I
We were meant for each other
We needed each other in our lives

Why couldnt they have turned out
How we wanted them to be
Why couldnt fate be
Kind to you and me

I know if we were to meet again
That would be it
But having a ring on your finger
That was not mine
Sure hurts a bit

Why do I think of you so much
After all these years
Why do I get tears in my eyes
When I think of what could have been
And what is
Why do I want to cry
Oh God why

I know I love you
I always have
I know you feel the same
Oh God what happened

I wipe away a tear
Cos I know it will never be
We were never meant to meet
It was fate that we did
Those fifteen or so years ago
And I feel the same now
As I did then
Watching you and knowing
That you were the girl for me

Oh God I cant go on
All the memories flooding back
K---- I just want you to know
That I love you
That I need you
That life is nothing without you
And I will wait until the end of time
When I will have you in my arms

Oh God K---- I miss you so
Why cant our dreams be real
Why cant our wishes come true
Why cant you be here beside me
And let me smile with you

Why must I have
To put my love into words
Why must I have to hurt inside
The flame for you
That I thought was dead
Is still very much a fire

You are the only girl
Who I still have visions of
And over whom I want to cry
Over whom I want to die
Oh K---- I love you so
I want you I need you

I just pray that fate be kind
And that one day
No matter what happens
You are here
Happy by my side
K---- I love you.

Sept 81


He was engaged in one of his favorite pastimes, awaking early from his slumbers he loved lying next to his love watching her as she slept and gently awakened from her peace.

But, this morning was special. It was full moon and he had awoken to see her enshrouded by a moonbeam. Her naked body glistened in its luminous shroud, shimmering in its starry glow.

Her breasts, gently rising and falling in rhythm with her heart, looked so beautiful and he was having a hard time controlling the overwhelming love he had for her.

He lay there for a time, visually examining her beautiful face. A part of her that he had never really become used to. Her beauty blew him away, and this morning, lying in the shining of the moonbeam, she looked even more beautiful than ever, as her glow and the moonbeams danced together.

He could take no more and, not wanting to awaken her, bent over to gently kiss her brow.

But, before he reached her she raised her lips to greet his..........................................................



Oh Lady of MY Dreams

Oh lady of my dreams
Where have you been all my life
Hidden amongst the sun and moonbeams of time
Travelling universes of love
Lessons of tranquility 
From the stars of evermore
Lives among the planets of serenity
Bringing joy to the sad of humanity
Crossing pathways with beings beyond
Excerpts of past and present times
Mingling with the now of days
Becoming the now into eternity.

HUH

Where

Where have you been all these years my love
What experiences have you been through

You lit a fire in my soul many years ago
Impossible to extinguish becoming a faint warming glow

Now after time has had its way you return to take your place
Amongst the memories of a life gone by

Opening doors of passion long lying dormant
Pathways to feelings long unexposed emotions long held indoors

Once again set free to play
With life like a freshly born into lifes tranquillity

HUH 2

K------- Move Over

Move over K------- and let me lie beside you
Lie back into my arms and tell me your desires
Tell me your deepest darkest and brightest secrets
Tell me what lights your fire

Lean back K------- and feel my heartbeat
Tell me where you have been and what you have done
Tell me your dreams your passions and more

Lean back K------- and close your eyes
Look inside K------- to clear blue skies
Remember that feelings know no distance as they are in the now
That distance is man made anyhow

Waves

My love for you comes in waves crashing against my shore
Their almost overwhelming power feel like I am drowning cannot breathe

Then gently receding they leave me high and dry
And I think I will survive

But then back they come bringing me to my knees
Then I send out a message, oh guys help me please

Give me the strength to survive this power
Give me the strength every second of every hour

Let loves tide wash over me every day in every way
Please NEVER EVER take it away

Teach me to swim and ride these waves of loves moistened lips
I just want to survive and enjoy the trip

I need it in my life every day
Guys please never ever take her away

Let

Let me be the pillow that covers your head
Let me be the mattress you lie on in bed
Let me be the beautiful thoughts roaming around your head
Let me be the warm feet caressing the chill from yours
Let me be the blanket keeping you snug at night
Let me be the dreams you dream at night
Let me be the cool breeze caressing your hot body at night
Let me be the vision never leaving your sight
Let me be the prayer you say to morning light
Let me be the memory you have when closing your eyes at night
Let me be the safe harbour you seek when feeling frail
Let me be the touch you seek when you need to breathe
Let me be your everything nothing man made
Let me be the sunbeam that finds you when lying in the shade
Let me be with you every day every night for the rest of your life

Together

Lets fly the universe together
Lets ride the light
You and I together
On loves great beyond
Seeing the magic and riding the wand
Following lifes pathways
Both broad and narrow
As innocent as children newly born
Into lifes arrow
Experiencing sharing being as one
Letting life guide us
On feelings of love.

No Name

I wake up in the morning my arms open wide
Once again dreaming of the girl by my side
She shines a beauty from way beyond
The magic she shares as if from a wand
A beauty so rare a depth she cannot see
Its left to the lucky you and me
Feelings she has awakened lying dormant so long
I think I now understand the words of the song
Listen to the pouring rain
Listen to it fall
And with every drop of rain
You know the rest....
Now after all the years together I still feel the same
I wake up beside her cannot believe my eyes
At that beautiful lady there by my side.
  
Possible

Is it possible to squeeze
40 years of missing you into one minute
Is it possible to squeeze
40 years of love into one hour
Is it possible to squeeze
40 years of joy into one day
Is it possible to absorb these emotions
Keeping them hidden away

Gypsey Girl

Gypsey girl you are so sweet
All in black you make me sigh
You connect with special friends on high
They give you answers to questions asked
To help others on their quest thats your task
To give of your knowledge and your special time
To help ease a troubled mind
To the angels you open your heart
Exposing your every part

Oh angel Gypsey girl so special and fine
Oh angel Gypsey please be mine
Lets fly together into the great unknown
Lets walk the stars both young and full grown
Lets give of ourselves to those less aware
Lets give of ourselves lets share

Oh Gypsey girl you are so fine
One fine day I hope to make you mine
You walk the pathways less travelled by man
You look into areas less understood by man
You have gifts many do not understand
You have gifts so please take my hand

Let me be your rock when you are feeling blue
Let me walk beside you when seeking the truth
This is what your angel friends from the great beyond
Want you to do when recharging your wand
They walk with you always this you can feel
They are often so close you can almost see them
Sometimes they touch you not a feeling you feel
A touch to the heart makes it even more real
Oh Gypsey girl seeker of truth
I am so proud to be a part of you.
  

The Seed

I love you K---- P---- this I am sure you know
The seed you planted in me years ago
Even though unattended started to grow
I left it tried to forget it but it refused to know
And with a mind of its own and so free
Refused to break the connection between you and me
Lying in the recesses of my heart and mind
Put down roots of its own kind
A spiritual flavor to be sure
Little did I know there was no cure
I had almost forgotten almost lost hope
But life said to me where there is a feeling there remains hope
Now all these years hands joined in time
Little did I know you were still waiting inside
That seed you planted refusing to die
An angel was waiting to give us a chance
To manifest an opportunity to once again live lifes dance

Time K-------

Its time K------- its time
To open your heart let it shine
All those years of living inside
Open your heart and feel the light
Feel the heat as you wave bye bye
To all of the feelings you held inside
Shine it for everybody let them see you glow
And they will tell you they will know
You have found the calling
You have ignored for so long
Now have no fear of falling know you are strong
You have followed a path of survival for so long
You have forgotten the words of your lifes song
Be free K------- to share of your gifts
Be free K------- throw off the chains
Expose yourself K------- lifes not always what it seems
Survival mode has stifled your day
Now its time K------- to do it natures way
Let go of the ties that keep you bound
Time to get up and let life know that YOU are around

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Lying here awake not knowing why
Doesnt even help when I close my eyes
Feelings flowing deep inside
Feelings I no longer need to hide
Like flames from a roaring fire
You light up my life and burning desire
My need for you an age old one
Now the reality of being with you
Oh the love
The time together so precious and true
Like a diamond shining its song in the light
You glow and make me glow with loves white light
You cover the love you have over me
I just need you to stay
Here in my heart is where you are
Just like that diamond a shining star.

Thinking

I was thinking the other day about where we stay
I was thinking last night oh how far away
But then realised that you are right next to me
You are in my heart how close can you be
You are far in distance but only a thought away
Then when I miss you and need your touch
I reach out and caress a photo in my hands hot clutch
I relive every moment we spent together
Which is very easy cos they are all good
No memories of conflict whatsoever
Just want them to stay like that forever and ever
So honey child sweet gypsey of time
There is no distance between us only loves ride
There is only thought and I think of you here by my side
That is where you are on my daily ride
In my heart my thoughts my mind forever
The breathe I breathe when you are far away
You can feel on your face over the miles
There is no distance on this love we have
We are as close as we want to be
Oh what a relationship we have OOOOH WHEEEEEEEE


The Path

The spiritual path is the way to go
Anybody who has found it will tell you so
Tis not the easiest discipline to follow
But makes life more interesting easier to understand
Makes experiences easier to understand
Whatever happens on our lifes journey
The plan is easier to see
Sometimes the visions of
What was what is and what can be
Just like branches on lifes tree
So many choices so many roads
But spirituality is the one that is so free
Leaves life choices up to you and me
Nobody telling you which way to go
Nobody telling you this is so
Just guidance along the way
Just hints on how to play
Always help when things are tight
Always angels helping us on our way
Nobody telling you what to believe
Thats up to you and lifes tree
Your choices are what make your life
Your choices are what make it right
All the experiences you have in life
Are made by you and the shining light
And seeing life through open eyes
Its the only way and you realise
Hey these are the choices I made today
And this is the way it is going to stay
This is the path I have chosen through life
Nobody can tell me how to live my life
It is all there inside of me and always has been
I have always known right from wrong
I need no human to help me along
It has always been there and now I know
Finding spirit is the way I have chosen to go


Dungeon 

It was one o clock or was it half past three
Assigned to the dungeon oh dearie me
The love of my life had me banished
She could not sleep so I had to vanish
The phone calls she was getting
Were keeping her awake
People complaining wanting to know her game
The apologies she had to make excuses and such
It was my snoring becoming tooo much
The neighbours calling and wondering why
The house was vibrating my my my
So to the dungeon I had to go so peace could be found
My nasal gestures gone once more underground
I had been snoring you see and I did not know
How bad I was so out I had to go
There had to be peace in paradise again
Nobody was able to get any sleep due to Kevin
His nasal gestures ringing so true
Every in and out saying I Love You.

Dungeon 2

Oh to the dungeon we go
Oh to hells pit we go
Oh my life turned on end
Oh to sleep in another bed
Oh the pain of withdrawing from you
Oh the pain of my jet like noise
Like an overseas airport on a busy day
People had phoned they had to complain
About the sounds from the room at night
They had awoken in hellish fright
What is going on over there they wanted to know
Was someone swinging the cat oh no no no
They had to be informed and apologies given
It was just a visitor by the name of Kevin
His sonorous breathing had everyone mad
So get out to the dungeon you bad lad
Now everybody was happy and fast asleep
While he lay on his bed gritting his teeth

Voice

I was walking down the street the other day
Just minding my business going my way
When all of a sudden my heard was turned
Not by looks or beauty but the spoken word
I saw no face for a very long while
Because amongst all the people
You could not see her smile
The words as they were spoken so gentle and wise
Made me want to know more want to know
Who could have such a demeanor such a way
Her voice was not squeaky nor sonorous tis true
But the word she had spoken unlike me or you
The lilting tingle of the words she spoke
I needed to see her needed to know
Was her face an equal to the beautiful sound
Or was it just another face in the crowd
It took a while of searching to find
That not only her voice but her face were one kind
She was the vision of beauty
And if you saw her would agree
The most beautiful being you ever did see
It took a while 40 years or so
For me to find this amazing creature and to know
That her voice her looks and her inner glow
Were all walking hand in hand
We are so blessed at having her in our land
Now after times weaving and inner changes of kind
I have been blessed to be able to call her mine
To wake up to her look and her voice every day
Is the way I have dreamt it and want it to stay
My eyes caressed and my ears too
That was my dream and now it has all come true
To be surrounded by music and beauty 24/24
How could an old lad ask for more
To awaken every morning by her side
Thats my goal my pleasure 
To be with her to share in her life and leisure

Dream

I was having a dream the other night
Looking for the love of my life
Walking down a pathway of light
I came across a most beautiful sight
Sitting on her own her angelical wings
She did not speak could only sing
I asked her "Are you the love of my life,"
"No she said tis not me look over there it might be she,"

Following the road it turned to gold
I came across an apparition too beautiful to behold
She was on a throne of silver and jewels
When she spoke it was as if all could hear her
Even the hills
I asked her "Your majesty are you the love of my life
I am looking for a girl to share my life"
She said "No its not me why not look over there"

I started once again on my lonely quest
Was I to find her you could only guess
Then I came across an angel with hair of gold
And a voice to match
And thought oh my my what an incredible catch
I asked her "Will you marry me will you be my wife"
Will you live with me and share my life"

She looked at me with soft soft eyes
Putting her wings away to one side
She said "Where have you been all of this time
Forty years is a lot of my life"
"I think we better get out of here"
Which is when I woke up lying on my side
And saw you there asleep by my side
Then I realised that what I had seen was not a dream
It was my life for real it was my reality
I was lying next to an angel tis true
The angel snuggled up against me was you.


 Where

Where were you when I fell in love the second time
Where were you when it fell apart

Where were you when I fell in love the third time
Where oh where were you

Where were you when my life was on a down
Where were you oh where were you

Where were you when I fell in love the first time
Oh where were you

Where were you when you stole my heart that time
Oh where where were you
Where were you when the sun came shining through
Where were you when my love became true
Where were you when my eyes were opened wide
Where were you when I once again felt like a child
Oh where were you when I knew it was right
Oh blessings I did not see you
Standing there by my side

It was you who stole my heart when my life was just beginning
It was you who made my blood run hot in my veins
It was you who made the sun appear after rain
It was always you and it is so wonderful having you back again.


Help

Oh help I cannot breathe
Oh help I cannot see
People look strangely at me
When I walk down the street
I am like a drunk man
Wobbly on his feet
I cannot think straight
My mind a complete blank
Going in circles
Never coming back
You do this to me
Oh love of my life
You do this to me
Why why why
You take my breath away
I struggle to breathe
Your beauty shines so brightly
I am unable to see
You are all I think about
The only thing on my mind
I walk in circles always returning
To be by your side



Waking Up

Oh to wake up next to you
To feel your heart beat against mine
You reach out a hand to pull me close
I snuggle up right next to you
Our bodies entwined
You let out a little sigh
Oh I am soooo happy you are mine

Our fingers touch together in loves embrace
You turn to look at me oh such a beautiful face
Look of passion beams from your eyes
I just want to hold you for the rest of my life
You wriggle your body to touch more of mine
Oh the feelings I have for you burn so hot inside
Your breathing so gentle against my ear
Makes me love you so much everything is clear

We have been brought together to share our love
We are being watched by loved ones up above
Walking so closely with us sharing our path
How can we be wrong with them on our side
Oh K------- we are so lucky
To have each other to share this lifes ride.

Anon

24 Hours

Woke up this morning and decided to see
What kind of day this was going to be
Did my thing and gave loving to my friends on four legs
Said hello to the sun and goodnight to the moon
He had kept me company all night in my room
Then I went on my merry way
Knowing that today was a special day
Passed an old man on the road
Stopped gave him a lift and took him home
I could tell by the look on his face
He was a special angel in our human race
Went to town on my sedentary way
Gave alms to a beggar whose eyes spoke
And said his thanks
Then I smiled and gave compassion and condolences
To a sad soul I met on my way
But it was now time for business
And paid what accounts I could
For necessities I needed I pay what I should
I returned to my domain where I was needed to assist
In getting things running smoothly then took a short rest
Had an emergency repair to do on a failing old heart
Now at least in the morning it is going to start
Once more the road called
But first gave thanks for everything that came my way
When help was needed to feed the flock
I did what I could but had to stand back
Could only do what was my lot
Then I had to drive past an old suffering soul
I could tell he was not long for this place
So covered him with love and light
Sent feelings of warmth to him from my loving soul
I knew there was no more I could do no more was needed
Cos that old man had had a good life
Had done a lot of seeding
When I arrived home it was time to take stock
I looked back on my day and realised with a shock
That getting up at 3am to do my thing
And once again returning to a home of love
After all that had come my way
And all I had achieved during the day
It was already 3am again
Time to go to bed to get up and start once more
So tell me my friend
What did you do with your 24hrs today

ANON


Your Eyes

We were chatting together the other day
I was missing you terribly in every way
All of a sudden I was standing in front of you
Oh so lucky I was in front of the queue
We looked at each other and to my surprise
You looked at me and said
 "Where have you been all of my life.'
I looked into your eyes a deep blue green
And what you will never guess did I see
I saw a tiny little man who was my image
Looking back and he was smiling at me
I could tell he was as happy as a man could ever be
Here was a prince who once was a frog you see
It took the kiss of a beautiful princess
Who took his lips in a gentle caress
Now that frog is a happy happy man
He has found his queen such a lucky lucky man

Me

IS this the END ??????????????????